Dear Dad,
I felt i needed to drop you a line, and really you would of thought that, after all this time i would have set time aside, to do it properly, but its 6.15am and i have a tonne of jobs to do, but just need to do this first.
I want you to know that although i talk to you most days, i dont always tell you that i love you, or how much i am pleased that you are a part of me. Things with the kids dont alaways go to plan , and as they are growing up they can be quite stubborn and difficult, really dont know where that comes from , but i am pleased that i am able to talk to you about things and share with you all my woes. I want to say thank you for the time you took when i was young, to show me how to change a tyre , and build a wall ( of which will come in very handy ) , i didnt always show it then but Honestly i am grateful.
This has rather gone off the point of the note really, as i didnt set out to 'blab on' as you'd say but i wanted to say that, i do miss you and i wish i could swap one thing to spend a day with you, i laugh at your jokes now, as i seee them for what they are , (really rubbish DAD jokes) but they are what they are .
Dad , sorry that this is a rushed note , but i will write again soon and i will post you pictures of the girls as it is sad you have never met them, i know that you will and i know that you see all . I cannot quite believe that is nearly 13yrs since my last hug. I hope that you are happy and having a laugh with Uncle Norm, Anyway enough waffling, i have a family to run, see you whenever Dad, and i love you, keep looking after me xxxxx
By the way Dad i really really miss you xx
aw that's very sweet and so sad :(
ReplyDeleteA totally lovely post sad poignant and straight from the heart. xxx
ReplyDeleteBeautiful. Really in the moment. Bet he is so proud of you and your children.
ReplyDeletethank you for the comments , i do miss my dad and i wish that he had met my girls. They call him Grandad Star after the stars that shine on the nursery window ,they talk to him and they all have a piece of his kooky ways, i will forever treasure the knowledge of our happy days
ReplyDeleteSuch a lovely post.
ReplyDeleteI bet your dad is looking down on you all & he's super proud :)