Just me

This is me, i am a mum, and a wife and a cleaner, no different to the rest of you, but this is me .
I have some lumpy bits, and some wrinkles, no different to you, but this is me
I have dyed my hair, and dieted, no different to her, but this is me.
I  have smiled when i am sad, the same as you , but this is me,
I have failed to prove myself, just like them ,but this is me.

I have made 5 children, all happy and healthy, now this is me.
I have kept my head above the water, now this is me.
I have helped where i can, and loved it all, now this is me 
I met you and love you each and every day , this  IS ME

Things that bother and annoy me

Here is a list of 6  things that bother or annoy me, try this out.

1. Why if washing your clothes in well branded wach liquid, at 15 degrees gets your clothes clean , why then do they bring out a stain remover.

2. Why if when you open the cereal , 'the settled in transit' has occured is the outer box that big it wont fit in the cupboard...make the boxes smaller, the weight of the product will be the same.

3.Why if you an be bothered enough to get a new loo roll out, can you not be bothered to SLIDE it on the loo roll holder, its not difficult, DONT leave it on the radiator.

4. This is to the man who walks past my house on his way back to work at lunchtime......Ask the woman at the cob shop to take the tomato out your butty and DONT drop it outside my house AGAIN.

5.Why have a hoover at the car wash , if the nozzle is too big to get into the nooks and crannies of a car, its a waste of my £1

6. Why is plastic packaging so hard to get into, and why isn't there a warning that you will need industrial gloves to dispose of packaging, as it is sooooo sharp and is likely to maime you forever.

Now i know some of my dearest friends on Twitter like a good moan so i am tagging the following to give this a go.

Surbubanmuumyuk
Alybean
Whimsicalwife
The_Moiderer
Julesey10

I'm getting kind of twitchy.

Its getting really close now, that time of year i dread,   'I HATE THE KIDS GOING BACK TO SCHOOL'. There i have said it, i know that there are going to be many of you that disagree, but i really struggle,I will settle into  it again, i suppose , but  it is  BIG change this year.
Teen 1 and 2 are going off to college,  and Dolly is moving to senior school, if thats not enough Jaboozle is starting playschool. I struggled when Piezer went to school, and felt quite useless for a long time, i missed her so much, and i know that i will feel the same about Jaboozle.

I will however, have less time to feel useless, as new (hopeful) business venures will keep me busy, but i will still have that rock feeling in the pit of my stomach .

I always consider myself as strong and matter of fact, but the summer holidays throw me everytime .

Fragile flower

Its just a fragile flower, underneath that all that angst.
Its just a the thing that hurts me, to see it wilting now.
I can only offer words and hugs, but its not working now.
I cant take away the pain like i used to be able to do.
Its just a part of life, that i know thats tough.
I know that the promise of a day trip or a packet of sweets ,
wont fix it this time.
I know it will get better, but even that doent seemed to go in.
To see the tears falling and the huge pain in his heart.
This is a broken fragile flower and he is my teenage son,
losing his first love.